Lynnnnn

Tuesday, October 31, 2017

hehe

genuinely worried for my wellbeing

why?

cause I have no time for all that needs to be done in the next 25 days ahaha fuck stressing out at 1am in bed. I keep wasting my time doing unnecessary things just gotta persevere through it all another 3 weeks. THREE WEEKS!!!!!!! and a half. omg I have 600 hours left here in Sydney to catch up w so so many things oh my god do I even have time to sleep, walk, eat, shower hahahahaha

legit stressing out and with Aunt Flo here w me this week.. not helping!!!!!!!

but at the back of my mind I just can't wait to shop, eat good food, see my parents tomorrow and the following week, and be happy

on the bright side, 600 more hours till I'm done w my first semester here.... the ordeal in between tho

I just want the best for everyone

for myself

for the WORLD

ok I just wasted another 3 minutes typing this out k gnight

Thursday, October 26, 2017

huh where do I even begin

omgosh I cannot be that person. Cant possibly be worrying about things because there's nothing one can do to control it, and every second spent worrying is a second not living in the present SIGH but at times like this I just really don't wanna be here down under..

"if anything you need to have fun doing it, otherwise you're gonna burn out" words from my brother I needed to hear

ALSO* the champion collection in Topshop = SO PRETTY haha so many wants atm :(

Monday, October 23, 2017

So many emotions bumping up against one another.. Seems as if there's this insurmountable task ahead of me but I know that if I don't at least try, I'll probably spend the rest of my life wondering what would have happened if I had. More like TASKS*, as I'm looking at it from a short-term and long-term POV HAHA or maybe it's just a combo of paranoia and too much foresight LOL I mean I kinda feel somewhat committed to one new thing for the past 3 weeks already so I guess starting a new 'chapter' would not be tooooo difficult, RIGHT? The drive for me would probably be that my perseverance and dedication would be rrrrewarded.

How do I show it? How do YOU show it?

X

Monday, October 16, 2017

eh I feel so selfish cause I kinda want more 'online time'....but I don't wanna do so, cause in terms of give and take I don't wanna take too much :( and I don't want to be a remake of a movie ( not a terrible remake but a remake of a terrible one LOL or WAS IT NOT TERRIBLE WHAT M I SAYING????) lol am I just overthinking again

kinda in need of someone to help me ...control

Saturday, October 14, 2017

Throwback spam!

Had all these photos in an album the past week on my desktop for a throwback post

hahaha missing them happy moments!!

Wednesday, October 11, 2017

why's my hair so fly post workout idek kinda looks better than after I blow-dry my hair after a wash

Not the most productive day, but I feel so well so rested cause I slept in this morning, and I also had two naps today. Not too sure why I felt so beat but yeah. Headed over to the lab today to begin with my experiments and synthesis of samples that I will be testing next semester! I still find it a bit weird how every single human being in the lab converses in mandarin. I understand only half of what they're saying because they use such technical terms LOL imagine them describe how and what happens when they use a hydrothermal reactor or an electromagnetic stirrer HAHA but yeah lab time was probably the most productive part of my day.

I have such a long day tomorrow oh my god

Anyway, I'm trying to figure out what MY proper definition of 'space' (or time?) is.... I can't seem to gauge what's the appropriate amount one should give/take. Kinda scared that the same thing might happen again though I'm pretty confident that it'll be okay. Forever needing reassurance about every single thing ahahahhah kinda annoying and my slight paranoia towards a lot of things just makes it worse. but guess what, it is okay~ just gotta busy myself with my assignments hahah

*** edit***
sigh today's a Friday. it's actually Friday the 13th haha time flies!!!
but anyway my left wisdom tooth is acting up and is starting to hurt.. :( sad

Sunday, October 8, 2017

Gotta snap out of it but I miss London so much it hurts

Friday, October 6, 2017

unglam#

keep thinking bout what it'll be like if I decided to stay in UK for my final year.....the distance, the time difference, the people, the environment, the workload idek how it'll all be like but I can't help but WONDER.

pls tell me its ok hahahaha

gonna make the best outta it right

learning n trying everyday

Trying to contain my excitement and worries all at one go.

Excited to finish my assignments and start studying for exams cause I'd rather make notes than RESEARCH lol exam's in a month's time ain't nobody got time for so much work + lab hello
Excited for a new me this new month (7 days into the month but it's still a new month), okay so I thought 2 weeks is all it takes for a new habit to become automatic but it's actually 2 months it's okay I can do this
Gonna start something new by next week *fingers crossed lol
Worried about my teeth so I bought a bottle of calcium supplements just now sigh
Worried that I might fall back to my habits Ha ha
I hate TIME DIFFERENCE. I know there's the good and bad to it but lol no :(
I'm also thinking bout internships and job opportunities like as of right now I have 5 windows open, 3 dedicated to pure research and 2 for job applications wow

Wednesday, October 4, 2017

was thinking of joining a spin class but what if it was just 'hangat hangat tahi ayam' :(

The world ain't stopping for you man life goes on~
Help urself he he
x

Tuesday, October 3, 2017

one of the few reasons why I'm still ALIVE in Sydney
hehe among the other pillars of strength that I have of course~

It's week 10, and honestly whoever said the people in Australia are more chilled than the brits academically wise, are WRONG. The only thing keeping me going is the thought of December, not too sure whether that's a good thing or not. So many questions I have yet asked hmm

anyway I've given myself a new mission.

let's just hope I pull through w it~

My wisdom tooth extraction site still hurts a bit so it gives me the excuse to have a bit of peppermint ice-cream! and my neck is so stiff from sleeping on my side last night I am in need of a massage!

lol k back to assignment days...

ON THE BRIGHT SIDE,

I'm so happy I stocked up on my little scrubees from Lush cause the smell of my room (and myself of course ahahahah) after I take a shower makes me go crazy lol. And I am so IN LOVE with my new tea bottle from T2! Saw it from their window display, ran into the store and walked out 10 minutes later with it in hand ha ha problematic but it is gorgeous I love the metallic finish to it. UGH


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Website Hit Counter	Tuesday, October 31, 2017 hehe genuinely worried for my wellbeing why? cause I have no time for all that needs to be done in the next 25 days ahaha fuck stressing out at 1am in bed. I keep wasting my time doing unnecessary things just gotta persevere through it all another 3 weeks. THREE WEEKS!!!!!!! and a half. omg I have 600 hours left here in Sydney to catch up w so so many things oh my god do I even have time to sleep, walk, eat, shower hahahahaha legit stressing out and with Aunt Flo here w me this week.. not helping!!!!!!! but at the back of my mind I just can't wait to shop, eat good food, see my parents tomorrow and the following week, and be happy on the bright side, 600 more hours till I'm done w my first semester here.... the ordeal in between tho I just want the best for everyone for myself for the WORLD ok I just wasted another 3 minutes typing this out k gnight x 2:06 PM · Thursday, October 26, 2017 huh where do I even begin omgosh I cannot be that person. Cant possibly be worrying about things because there's nothing one can do to control it, and every second spent worrying is a second not living in the present SIGH but at times like this I just really don't wanna be here down under.. "if anything you need to have fun doing it, otherwise you're gonna burn out" words from my brother I needed to hear ALSO* the champion collection in Topshop = SO PRETTY haha so many wants atm :( 7:32 AM · Monday, October 23, 2017 So many emotions bumping up against one another.. Seems as if there's this insurmountable task ahead of me but I know that if I don't at least try, I'll probably spend the rest of my life wondering what would have happened if I had. More like TASKS, as I'm looking at it from a short-term and long-term POV HAHA or maybe it's just a combo of paranoia and too much foresight LOL I mean I kinda feel somewhat committed to one new thing for the past 3 weeks already so I guess starting a new 'chapter' would not be tooooo difficult, RIGHT? The drive for me would probably be that my perseverance and dedication would be rrrrewarded. How do I show it? How do YOU show it? X 11:10 PM · Monday, October 16, 2017 eh I feel so selfish cause I kinda want more 'online time'....but I don't wanna do so, cause in terms of give and take I don't wanna take too much :( and I don't want to be a remake of a movie ( not a terrible remake but a remake of a terrible one LOL or WAS IT NOT TERRIBLE WHAT M I SAYING????) lol am I just overthinking again kinda in need of someone to help me ...control 7:43 AM · Saturday, October 14, 2017 Throwback spam! Had all these photos in an album the past week on my desktop for a throwback post hahaha missing them happy moments!! x 10:59 PM · Wednesday, October 11, 2017 hi why's my hair so fly post workout idek kinda looks better than after I blow-dry my hair after a wash Not the most productive day, but I feel so well so rested cause I slept in this morning, and I also had two naps today. Not too sure why I felt so beat but yeah. Headed over to the lab today to begin with my experiments and synthesis of samples that I will be testing next semester! I still find it a bit weird how every single human being in the lab converses in mandarin. I understand only half of what they're saying because they use such technical terms LOL imagine them describe how and what happens when they use a hydrothermal reactor or an electromagnetic stirrer HAHA but yeah lab time was probably the most productive part of my day. I have such a long day tomorrow oh my god Anyway, I'm trying to figure out what MY proper definition of 'space' (or time?) is.... I can't seem to gauge what's the appropriate amount one should give/take. Kinda scared that the same thing might happen again though I'm pretty confident that it'll be okay. Forever needing reassurance about every single thing ahahahhah kinda annoying and my slight paranoia towards a lot of things just makes it worse. but guess what, it is okay~ just gotta busy myself with my assignments hahah edit* sigh today's a Friday. it's actually Friday the 13th haha time flies!!! but anyway my left wisdom tooth is acting up and is starting to hurt.. :( sad x 2:59 PM · Sunday, October 8, 2017 Gotta snap out of it but I miss London so much it hurts 5:12 PM · Friday, October 6, 2017 unglam# keep thinking bout what it'll be like if I decided to stay in UK for my final year.....the distance, the time difference, the people, the environment, the workload idek how it'll all be like but I can't help but WONDER. pls tell me its ok hahahaha gonna make the best outta it right learning n trying everyday Trying to contain my excitement and worries all at one go. Excited to finish my assignments and start studying for exams cause I'd rather make notes than RESEARCH lol exam's in a month's time ain't nobody got time for so much work + lab hello Excited for a new me this new month (7 days into the month but it's still a new month), okay so I thought 2 weeks is all it takes for a new habit to become automatic but it's actually 2 months it's okay I can do this Gonna start something new by next week fingers crossed lol Worried about my teeth so I bought a bottle of calcium supplements just now sigh Worried that I might fall back to my habits Ha ha I hate TIME DIFFERENCE. I know there's the good and bad to it but lol no :( I'm also thinking bout internships and job opportunities like as of right now I have 5 windows open, 3 dedicated to pure research and 2 for job applications wow x 9:15 PM · Wednesday, October 4, 2017 :) was thinking of joining a spin class but what if it was just 'hangat hangat tahi ayam' :( The world ain't stopping for you man life goes on~ Help urself he he x 10:38 AM · Tuesday, October 3, 2017 one of the few reasons why I'm still ALIVE in Sydney hehe among the other pillars of strength that I have of course~ It's week 10, and honestly whoever said the people in Australia are more chilled than the brits academically wise, are WRONG. The only thing keeping me going is the thought of December, not too sure whether that's a good thing or not. So many questions I have yet asked hmm anyway I've given myself a new mission.* let's just hope I pull through w it~ My wisdom tooth extraction site still hurts a bit so it gives me the excuse to have a bit of peppermint ice-cream! and my neck is so stiff from sleeping on my side last night I am in need of a massage! lol k back to assignment days... ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, I'm so happy I stocked up on my little scrubees from Lush cause the smell of my room (and myself of course ahahahah) after I take a shower makes me go crazy lol. And I am so IN LOVE with my new tea bottle from T2! Saw it from their window display, ran into the store and walked out 10 minutes later with it in hand ha ha problematic but it is gorgeous I love the metallic finish to it. UGH x 11:44 AM ·