Lynnnnn

Friday, February 28, 2014

My face quite wide right HONESLTY HAHAHAH

Am supposed to be studying bio but here I am blending and pic collaging wallpapers hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

So tired 😱

Thursday, February 27, 2014

yang yang and i :) taking a break from maths so i can update this paaage

ytd was good but so tiring my god ended at 3 and headed over to sunway college to study with anthea till night. couldn't sleep well the day before so i only went to bed at 1 plus HAHA how did i survive the entire day with only 4 hours of sleep? totally KO-ed today after class though haha napped for close to three hours lol my body clock is pretty messed up :(((((((((((((

kinyik accompanied me for a while before meeting up with anthea omg productive as hell ytd did 3 sets of maths p3 in the library i mean that's close to 5 hours worth of papers HAHA Had dinner with her and had our talkssss hehe

so fucking stressed but i just cannot complain

because i don't want to

because i know i can do it

but

…….nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

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it's 12.54 in the morning and I'm listening to snow patrol's chasing cars while doing math
sobbing to myself deep down because I'm not ready for a2
:{ how do people manage their time so well?!?!??!
my maid be thinking my sleeping times are so odd i come home from class and nap and don't sleep till 1-2 and wake at 5 again haha -|-

Monday, February 24, 2014

ytd's!! sigh episodes of sleeping paralysis all over again?!?

couldn't seem to be able to fall asleep last night i have no idea why. I mean, it was 1.30 in the morning and i was pretty much wide awake.. Told myself i had to sleep otherwise i'd be a total zombie the next day so i tried. i tried and i tried and went into sleep paralysis sigh I hate it so bad i panicked and i tried to move and it just wasn't very nice. Turned on the lights after finally getting out of it, and googled about sleep paralysis haha bad idea :S only managed to fall asleep only after idk how long :( Had to wake up around 5 ish so it was more like a nap :S

was superrrrr tired the entire day hah came home and just napped all the way till 5 man so right now i've got all the energy in the world to study :( i've got so much to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i just

keep

thinking of

going out :S

mom's on a one month mc and she doesn't even go downstairs for food :S

cannot wait for her to be back on her feeeeet and moving about! i feel like i should be doing more for my parents but I'm just so caught up with studies hhhhhhhhhhh and myself ??
lol can't be that bad maybe I'm just exaggerating

'a negative mind will never give you a positive life'

life motto at the moment hruruhruhru

Sunday, February 23, 2014

Spent close to half an hour trying on clothes after breakfast HAHAHAAH world class procrastinator right here!!🙌

Spent the day studying chemistry! HAHAHAHA so scared for a2 la serious so many hours spent studying chemistry yet finished only so few chaps??? Like how am I supposed to get ready for four FKING SUBJECTS UGH. All day long I just felt like not doing anything :( give me some cash drop me off at a mall heha id be so happy sigh or prepare a survival kit for me hahahahahaah full of love and support 😂

Mom came home today and she's gonna be staying in the guest room downstairs for 10 days.. Should probably accompany her down there haha but I don't wanna wake her up every morning with the alarm :S

Craving for xiao long bao and some real good Japanese food since.. Forever TT

Saturday, February 22, 2014

visited mi madre this afternoon~

wow i actually had a pretty long day. might not have been as productive as i hoped for but a longggg day omg! went to college at 7 plus, had my piano lesson, had lunch with dad, visited mom, did some chem, had my nap, had tea, had dinner, watched a movie, and now its time for more chem.. hahahahahaha

i think I'm crazy hahahah god

Because I am unsure of whether I can or cannot share 😩

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lazy to start a new post

it's a Sunday morning and i am soooooooooooo idk

has anyone tried going to sleep but you just can't because of the amount of thoughts that run through your head YA that was how i felt last night, and this morning, when i woke up in the wee hours and tried going back to sleep.

i think i am so much of a worry wart :S or more like i think ahead and… worry.

it has its pros and cons but for now i think more of the latter

all i do is talk and not do

ugh

'now is a time as good as any' haha could refer to procrastinating or also starting with work.

got up around 8 ish just now and missed both my mom and dad coz they left before 8 :(

hhhmmmmmmmmmmmm

Thursday, February 20, 2014

been on this emotional roller coaster since last night.. LAST NIGHT.

Had been checking my whatsapp for updates and replies the entire day and i went from feeling worried to relieved to worried and then.. finally calming down again… i need to be strongggg .. thank god we were standing in a semi lit up room haha otherwise :'( idk.

just didn't expect it to be like that mmm she looked like she was in so much pain 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

but optimism is the key so i shouldn't worry because sure no ping pong one!!! am i right!?

….hate running to others for help/anything but i just really need

some push/assurance/ an optimistic perspective from others HAHAHA. HA.

anyways yesterday was (y)!! tiring af but well worth. got my mom a surprise gift from sephora aha glad she loved the naked 3 palette!! had a mini study sesh with antheakhookhoo then had dinner with kinyik hehehhah also met up with eilin and jeeonn~

KO-ed with the lights on and everything before 12 man. Fatigue kicked in even before i could set my alarms whaaa.

Sunday, February 16, 2014

Me. Driving hahahahahahahahahahaha

Quite fun leh I cannot wait to drive!!!! HAHA not sure when am gonna be getting that P license but def soon its been a week!

dad brought me out for lei cha omg damn friggin good *\o/* want t learn how to make it but it looks like so much work man

Sunday well spent/ unproductive maximum/ stress level maximum/ feels maximum as well hahahaha

Saturday, February 15, 2014

I took a nap in the car otw to college ytd and woke up to a lovely video that's shared in my photo stream.. omg who else got a video for valentines day!? Too sweet😩😩 so much feels 😫 totally made my morning I just cannot put dem feels into words hahaahah really just can't

Came home and had my tuition as usual then headed out to pyramid with my mom :) dad came over after his golf game and we had dinner at brotzeit! Overly expensive because it was Vday haha but the food wasn't too bad heahahe loving this rose gold plated breslllllet

Hoping to have that belated valentine's dinner soon!!!

omg…scrolling through instagram/fb/twitter and omg.. so unfair hahahh

Thursday, February 13, 2014

camwhored in bed.. after my nap hahahahahhahahaha

like idk why but today feels like such a holiday?? fell asleep at 9 plus last night i didn't even set my alarm oh my? maid had to knock on my door to wake me up. Slept in the car on the way to college, and the driver drove all the way to the front of taylor's and had to call me up WTF so embarrassing… and i came home, did some math, and took a nap. LIKE I AM SO ENERGIZED right now hehahaha

brother let me tag along with him, his girlfriend and his girlfriend's cousin for dinner omg he brought me for another round of daorae!!!! and i had raw beef for the first time it was not bad :p we ordered so much so we walked out bloated my god….

gonna start on more maths at 10pm :))))))))))))))))

loving my brothers room omg i swear i always thought the tv in his room was just for the ps3 but no?? he can watch movies and everything. he recently just got netflix set up and it is just too cool .. for me.

ahah

chose to stay in my room to finish up my maths.. because i think id probably get too distracted with the shows :( sigh!!!

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Tried camwhoring in front of the fan with my dad and.. HAHAHAHAHA his face 😂

they gon be missing me so much when i go overseas.. if i go overseas…HAHA

But anyways today was such a tiring day idk maybe I'm sleep deprived or something but man I was so tired I wanted to ko in clssss TT Plus today's a Wednesday and class ends at 3pm holy.

Am currently blogging with my phone because I turned off my laptop to reduce the amt of distractions I have in my room HAHA my break time is nearly up sigh

OMG I got an email from ucas this morning and it totally made my day *\o/*

Just waiting for another two!!! Two more two more!!!!

I'm so scared man OMGG in another month's time????😫😫😫 why must we all go through this why ..

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Words cannot describe how i felt last Sunday HAHA

Watched my friends fly a kite in pd last December and thought it looked pretty easy.. haha no man not really.. Got the most colorful kite for 8 bucks and had a good time with Eilin, Kinyik and JeeOnn :)

Headed over to kk in the evening around 5 ish hehe it was such a spontaneous trip man planned in only during lunch time and i didn't expect it to happen I swear haha! What topped it all off was the beautiful sky omg the sunset the pictures and the company :)

Went and had our dinner at Uncle Jang's! Food wasn't that bad but the service was.. quite terrible i think the waiter's face was blacker than.. coal lol serious hahahaha and the food was mega spicy HAHA Eating it off the hot plate made it even spicier haha what an experience

Went over to eilin's after dinner to light up our turquoise wishing lantern! Eilin wrote down our wishes aha tooooooo cute (..and awkward hurhahrhau) and thank god it went up hahahhaha

sigh gotta thank you guys so much for such a great sunday hahaha much love much love!!!!!

Also,

I can get my license soon!!! I passed my driving test ( in a way) haha I have no comment for the way malaysians work, or more like their system :S

so not ready for tomorrow's math test homg

too bored and i just can't be bothered to start on my maths because I'm feeling so ganchiong for my driving test later huhuhuhuuuhuhuhuuuuuuuuuu le vainnnn

i love my bra singlet serious tmi but seriously.. every girl should have like… five HAHAHAHAHAHHAH

going back to esprit to get more colors huhhhhhohohuh

quite scared for later because what if i bang a car what if i die what if i knock a poll down what if my car engine dies………:((((((((((((

okkkk will update bout my weekend .. tonight or tomorrow or maybe not heehe

Monday, February 10, 2014

yesterday was 😍 fullstoppp

Thursday, February 6, 2014

angular as fuk hahahahahahaha

before heading off for my 4 hour driving lesson wooh

im forever pms-ing

idk why

tell me why

stresssed af but not doing anything about it and I'm just worrying and worrying and worrying

and worrying

and

not

getting

anywhere

some people just do not understand how

others might feel

i can do it then you can do it to me too ya

Watched the latest episode of himym ytd and ted's speech about love was just… idk omg Hahahaha

and I'm into the song la vie en rose atm haahahahaaha

so HANG FOOK already cannot say much

HAHA I THINK OF HAM FUK HAHA

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

shots are all not in order hahaha

had a pretty eventual day yet again! I feel so unproductive omg my whole week has just been a bust i hadn't studied much and i am freaking out for trials :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

feeling the stress all over again wtf is this sigh!!

Anyway the egg standing session all started with this whatsapp convo i had with my brother HAHA andddddd it was quite funny how both my brother and i tried to make an egg stand for 10 minutes ..to no avail and my parents could both do it in 2 minutes HAHA spent an hour in my brothers room trying to make eggs stand HAHA family bonding session

Baked peppermint + vanilla + walnut cupcakes with my mom today! spent a lot of time with her today because she didn't have to go to work! lol i swear my icing skills fail ttm and idk my cupcakes look so… unattractive :( HAHA but tastes good nevertheless ;) HAHA

i need a confidant but sometimes idk i just idk Haahaahaha