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Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Booooooooomshakala

The results of the students who took IGCSE last year are out! omaaaagad stressssss leh. I want to get 9A*'s too :'( And i willllll man. I willlll!Photostated last year's form5 Test 1 papers and Imma start trying them out likeabawwws (Y)

Why it's different:1.I say things I don't mean, which sucks. And I'm sorry :/
2. I can't speak my mind because you can be so god damn sensitive at times.
FLUSHHHHHHH.

I know I can't ever get that again but pleaassseee tell me why.
A girl has the right to know why :'(
NONG?

I thought I was okay. Ew!:(
Oh so very painful :(

x
Update; oh god .i just remembered how i died exactly 2 years ago on the 31st of january.
:( HAHAH it doesn't really matter anymore but, it's still a date to remember! Stupid message.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

You know it'll always be youuuuuuu

Saturday, January 28, 2012

IN THE MOURNING I'LL RISE,
IN THE MOURNING I'LL LET YOU DIE,
IN THE MOURNING ALL MY SORRY'S.

It's okay.
HAHAHAHH
It'll be the same! Don't worry, be happppy.
Nananananananna.
Ju qi shou, CHANG LA LA LA LA HAHAHHA
x

Friday, January 27, 2012

I wanna boom bang bang .

The oppressive heat is killing me! I wanna go bai nian :(
And ewww, February is on its way. it's gonna be a bad month.
No more why not's and stuffing plastic bags. AHHHHHHH.

x

Thursday, January 26, 2012

I miss last year. eeeeeeeewwwwwwww.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

haaaaaheio.
this is an old photo, I just needed to post it for the time being.
PIKU!

I'm back from Johor! I didn't know traveling can be exhausting HAHAHA I'm too lazy to update about my chinese new year, maybe another day :P I shall just update about my how I'm feeling HAHA

I know nothing's supposed to be bothering me already but truth be told, it still is :( I've been keeping a lot to myself lately. And honestly, I can't even phrase proper sentences at the moment. I'm currently sitting on a chair in front of the computer, TRYING to put my thoughts into words but yeah ;/ Whenever I go to sleep, I'll try my best to just shut off immediately to prevent myself from over thinking. Whenever I think of something that last happened or what not, I think of dates and I think about the times where there were no barriers.
I have no idea what I'm talking about. HAAAAHAH. oh god please help me.

I don't wanna cry anymore, but old dreams die hard :/

Anyway, listen to In the Mourning by Paramore! Amazing songggggg (Y)


x

Tuesday, January 24, 2012


It's not wrong to want to share, and it's not wrong either to just want someone to be there to listen :(
However, what's the point of listening if you're just going to judge others?
Every part of me is aching just with the thought of it :(
I want to sharrreeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Mannnn I'm not asking for much :/
Heck, I don't even deserve it.

x



Monday, January 23, 2012

GONG XI FA CAI!

Piupiupiupiu. It's the first day of Chinese new year yayyy! Everyone's in red :P
Had mi sua in the morning and now nasi dagang for lunch omg good food everyday ! Fats on the way HAHAHAHAHHA

Leaving for kb at around 615 in the evening and we'd be heading down to Johor tomorrow morning! Ahhh dreading the drive down already :/

Compresss them feelings HAHAHA it's all gooood.
x

Friday, January 20, 2012

Helllllo! I'm already back in kelantan ;) but I'm not having the cny feeeel yet :( went home after lunch from school yesterday to take a flight here alone :P it was scary yet fun and it was definitely a new experience! Reached kota bharu and was greeted by both my parents. We headed straight to kk for a barbecue at my second uncle's house. Loads of my relatives were thereee and omg we had such gooood food!

But guess what, with all the barbecued meat and the tiny mandarin oranges I had yesterday, I woke up with a horrible sore throat :( and the room was so cold last night , I was under TWO blankets! Brrrrr. Now I think I'm starting to catch a fevahhhhh noooooooo. Such nice timing huhhh :(

It's currently 7 in the morning and I can't sleep because I fell asleep too early last night, I was so tired! And right now alllllllllll I'm thinking bout is how much I'd like to just go back in time. But I know I can't and it's just so damn unfair >:( I'm such an asshole :/

I hate those moments right before you go to sleep, when you are forced to think about all the things you tried so hard to forget. You didn't believe meeeee :/

x;
Updated.
Sometimes I'm like ahhhh screw it, but sometimes I just die a little inside just thinking bout it :(
Closureeeeeeeeeeee. Relevant reason, where are you?

Thursday, January 19, 2012

People change and these things happen.


Came over to Limin's house to bake pineapple tarts yo :Y so buttery oh so fun. HAHAHAAH

I am now currently sitting on Yaplimin's horrible bouncy chair that does not allow me to even CROSS MY LEGS. because it would just swallow up my feet like a hungry dinosaur. Brought umpteen number of bags to school today because I'm sleeping over at Limin's tonight! Went over to Bukit Tinggi for the VERY first time :Y Not bad mans. After that, we went over to her dad's favourite restaurant. PAISEH MANSSSS. Her cousin actually calls me the usj11 girl. wow.

I don't wanna share no more :(
x

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Please don't be in love with someone else, please don't have somebody waiting on youuuuuu. Ahh I'm addicted to this song :( I found myself humming to the tune while I was doing trigonometric functions, oh horrible add math chapter! Memorize here memorize there :( sigh HAHA.

I'm not feeling too well nowadays :( I've been nomming on too many little mandarin oranges :( my throat feels like sand paper HAHAHAHAH.

Can't wait to head over to Limin's tomorrow to make pineapple tarts yay!:p

I was enchanted to meeeet youuuu. I miss you ohmaigadddd :/ I miss sharing!

x

Monday, January 16, 2012

badabingbadaboooo.

AHHH. it's gonna be a good good year! I passed my Yamaha grade 5 fundamentals! i feel like an angel. HAHAHAHA i feel so happpy. nomnomnom.

I still have my moments though :/ I think of sadsad stuff quite often but what to do. oh god.

But anyway! Amaaagad Imma be sitting on an aeroplane back to my hometown on Friday and guess what, I'll be heading there ALONE. I didn't want to skip school, therefore I chose to stay back another two days :( On the bright side, Chinese New Year is coming up and I feel so chinese-y :Y I still remember how I converted all Two and A Half Men series last year so I could watch them back in my hometown :/

Fcccccccck just TWO minutes ago, I was in such a good mood and my parents had to make stupid unnecessary comments. All they wanna do is to skype with my brother. My mom even shoo-ed me away from the hall and asked me to go stay in my room. Whaaat is up. I mean, I don't mind you skyping with my brother, but to blatantly tell me in the face that you don't want me around, that's just low :/ and the way you just seem to light up once the call is connected, I'll never be able to be the cause of that, would I? :/ sorrrrry. I'll always be irritating or in the way of everything :/
I feel so worthlessssssssssss. I'd rather be a car now. I wanna share :'( earrrrrrs :(

x

Updateddd, addicted to enchanted by Taylor swift and one thin by one direction :Y
Noone would know how I feel because I'd rather keep everything to myself and not share even though I know I want to. It's just too scary :(

Saturday, January 14, 2012

I've got four new dresses hanging in my wardrobe waiting to be worn (Y) YAYYY.

My feelings take 26927292694 years to fade. WAIIIIII?!

Friday, January 13, 2012


Nooo picture ��
Omg I love this place. Noone judges you and noone cares (Y)

Just got home from my dad's company's cny dinnnnner. Yamsengs and yisangs HAHAHA I'm so fullll. But anyway, school is alright, we've got tonnes of homework coming our way and we have got to start revising everyday :/ the pressureeee!

Heeeehh. Breaking down only makes you stronger :/ haaahah I don't wanna come running back again. I'd be betraying my own instincts but hey, you won't know if you don't try, no? Another way would be to just leave it and let it all fade.

x
I wonder who ever reads my blog :( it's such a bore!

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Replace replace replace .
Bitch.
I thought it'd be different but I guess not.
Cling man clinggggggg.
Bitch.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

So, how was your day? ;/
Is it wrong to still want it all back? Yes. HAHAH
sometimes life's just sad.
Because noone cares.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

SAY HELLO TO MY LITTLE UKULELE!
My daddy and I had a little jam session just now :Y
so cuteee.

closureeee. why. it's been so longggg. SSSSSSSTOP.

going back would be like. SUICIDE.
Second time's a choice, not a mistake.
surgeon.
haheioooooooooooooooo


I can be such a weirdo sometimes. But hey, weird people are hard to find so make sure to never let them go kayyyyy. New pair of black studs on the same ear MACAM YESSS (Y)

Ahhh I'm in love with my ukulele! I can play I'm Yours now! fulll song babyyy (Y) yay!
And I'm currently learning how to play The One That Got Away by Katy Perry! The chords are so toughhh omgg my fingers hurt :( There'd be no surprise if I wake up with blisters tomorrow :/

I'm supposed to be doing my addmath tuition homework, but as much as i like doing addmath, i cant seem to bring myself to get up from this chair.hmm.

Feelings will fade. Set your priorities straight, huilynn. go go go go go.

x
;
And then i wondeeeeeeer whether you're okay.

Monday, January 9, 2012

UKULELEEEEEE ❤
I learnt how to play I'm yours by Jason Mraz! Dad helped me :Y funny how he said he used to play the guitar HAHAHAH

Midnight depressions :/

x


My second day spent in Bangkok was amazingggg :) the update bout the trip would be coming soon! :)

Anyway, I just realized that i'll never be able to choose. It will never be my choice because everything just revolves around everyone else. Whenever I choose something, it just gets taken away, leaving me with nothing . I mean, whyyyy? It just gets taken away with such a vague explanation . So now, whenever I want something, I'll just let it all go because it's better to have nothing than to be let down with disappointments :/

x

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Ahhh it's so hard to connect to the wifi here :'( stupid Novotel AHHAAHH I'm currently connected because I'm in one of the hotel's prime area, the breakfast lounge! Yesterday was funnnn :) after checking into the hotel, we headed over to chatuchak to shop! Funny how even on a normal Saturday it can be jam packed with people from all over the world! Got myself some super cheap goodies :Y after that, we went to Siam paragon and got some kao niu ma muang HAHAHA amazingggg stuff :) at night, we went out for dinner with one of my dad's customers. We had some gooood seafood and tomyamkung! Yay :Y Imma update about the trip some other time , full with pictures and all!

Anyway, I really need someone to talk to at the moment :/

x

Friday, January 6, 2012


Is it a crime to want to go back in timeeeeeee? :/ I know it's impossible but yeah. Nights like these where I just sit here and think about stuff are just so hard to avoid. I was scrolling through pictures from 2010 and 2011 and i miss them moments like crappp boooohooo.

Omg. Worst thing about today is that I caught a flu. I've always wanted to chop my nose off :Y

Anyway, I've got to be up at 430 in the morning tomorrow :'( flight's around 7 haaaahaaa. I better be off to bed now! I'm currently dying in front of the computer out of fatigue. HAHAHAHA

it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, noone gives a flying hoottt anyway.
Cage it allll up , huilynn, cage it allllll up!
x

Oh and by the way, I take my words back, HAHA it's my fault :/ sorrrry.

Thursday, January 5, 2012

You were right, being friends wouldn't even be an optionnnnn. zuo buu chengggg.


LIMIN CAME OVEEEEEEEEEEER.
Somehow I like some of my pictures more when they're not rotateddddd.

How dare you say such thing? I feel the same way too but I prefer keeping it to myself :/ Sometimes it's just tough to get through to you. But I'll still apologize no matter what, because I'd rather mend things than to just speak of others behind their backs.

x
The feeling of being replaced is just indescribableeee.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Hmmm no picture today :(

I don't think I'd be able to update my blog every single day from now on. I made a point to do so during the holidays but now since school has already started, I don't think I'd have the time :P my weekly schedule is packed! Eeyong and I have yet gone for an assesment for the swimming class in shah Alam so we're gonna continue our lessons over at KLGCC for another month :) other than swimming lessons, I'd be attending extra school tuition too :( oh nooo.

but anyway, I am feeling so hungry at the moment omagadddd. I'm waiting for mom to come home so we can go out for dinner! I'm craving for a soft shell crab temaki omgomgomgomg HAHAHA

It doesn't matter much anymore! YESSSSSS

x

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Why don't you slip into something more comfortable like a coma? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA


OSAKA 6!

First day of school!

Orientation kinda sucked HAHAHA What kind of a game was that ?
4 hours of malay this year :'( Oh no!
I'll have to work super hard this year and it's on like donkey kong :Y

Anyway, it wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be! My feelings seemed to have evaporated more than expected yayyyyy. I feeel soooo gooooood. All you've got to know is that I'll always be there for you, no matter what. Kaaaaaay.


x

Monday, January 2, 2012


Oh my godddddd. School starts tomorrow! I'm excited yet nervous at the same time, but I'm ready! HAHAHA I have no idea what to bring to school since we most probably won't have class. Mmmm. Last day of the holidays today and it's back to 7 in the morning everyday. Damnnn.

Anyway! Went out for steamboat with my cousins just now! My cousin's son is so adorable omgggg I think he likes me :Y He goes around the house going " Gu gu zai na liiiiii?" omagaaaad pinchpinchpinchhh.

Mixed feeelings. Kill me.

x

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Just the thought of hurting someone with or without words is already so self torturing. So tell me, how'd you do it?



Guess who's back from Pd?! nommmmmms.

Mom :)

HAHAH What is up with the heaaat? :( Last night's countdown was amazing, we lit up pretty lanterns and made wishes. It reminded me of a scene from Tangled, but we didn't have as many lanterns so yeah :P Cousins went around spraying those spider-web-like substances onto everyone oh god. We watched as our neighbor's fireworks light up the sky HAHAHA Tumpang meriah :Y All in all, it was a well spent new year's eve :) I don't know whether I've became darker due to all the sun but it was worth it !

2012, pleaseeeee be a goooood year. I need all the luck I can get.
 I have to stop being negative, positive all the wayyyyyy man. HAHAHA There's always a rainbow after the rain :)

By the way, some photos have just been uploaded into the second last post :Y
Lots of love,x