Lynnnnn

Wednesday, October 28, 2015

Hauls for the weekend!!!!! + ???

So my mom popped over last Thursday for a good 4-5 night stay in the heart of London! Can't believe that those few days just passed by SO SO quickly :( Even though she came at the wrong time, with all my courseworks and my lab report due the following week, I'm so glad that she came over to spend time with me because I had SOO much on my mind. I just gave in to her and ranted all I could.

I'll post up the photos with my mom in the next post :)

But anyway!! I got a few things last weekend that I absolutely ADORE!!!!

MY AF1'S are on the top of my list! HAHA my super dry jacket which I got at a steal in bicester village, my Jackwills sweaters+cardigan (all at a 10-15-20% discount hehahehaehaheah), basically everything that I got!!!!! (Y)

I can't wait for time to fly by even more because I'll be heading back to KL in December!!! And I get to see my family haih missing them loads!

Hauls aside,

I've been feeling a little on the edge these two weeks omg I think it's just that on top of the fatigue that I'm getting from my assignments and report work (FUCKING REPORT WORK LOL), I'm so tired of feeling indecisive and mad. Feeling this way just makes me old makes me worry makes me sad makes me tired and makes me frustrated to the hilt and it's not a good thing! IT's not HEALTHY. It's not worth all the time that I've spent dwelling on it. I can be very hardheaded at times which I know it's annoying lol am i being too sensitive, or am i being too insensitive?! Ahhhhh

Lol at what my friend said tho : 'it's a journey, or if you put it into chemical engineering terms, it's a dynamic process, where there is constant change. Just let it out'

HHHHHHHH

Can't keep falling back onto the same reason to not care and not do anything about it

do you get me?

reread my earlier posts and realised that I've been fucking crazy for the past two weeks and a half.
too long a time babe too long a time

Lol I get it now wth it's like it's okay if I do it but it's not when u do it and when I say no haha hahaha HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HOO HAA 😩😴

Monday, October 26, 2015

How can some people be so dense

such an obligatory move!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, October 25, 2015

For everything to be thrown into one fucking week is ridiculous. Not referring to everything ACADEMIC by the way it's everything in one. I just can't seem to spill anymore and it's creating some void in me lol I just want to turn back time to a week ago why was I so dense
and
insensitive
and crazy :( I guess everybody's side of the story is different sigh to not feel bad would be an understatement i feel like i crossed a non-existent line i don't even know what line that is but it's there
Does it mean that one is weak when one cries
no I don't think so
means i've been weak my entire WEEK
I get it now i get how others feel
Was so worried bout the fact it'll all go one way but in fact now it's me and idk how to deal w it and i just
want
to
wrap myself
in bedddddddddddddd
and i can't do that because of my work load
i'm typing this before i drop to sleep cause this fatigue is getting to me i might collapse

so many other people are facing problems which are much bigger than mine I AM SO BLESSED in life so I shouldn't be feeling this way?!?!!?!?!?!?!?
:( Prayers go out to my cousin in Kelantan I hope he's doing fine :(

confusion is FUCKING REAL

Friday, October 23, 2015

HAHA shit why you doing this to me
you got I got
NOOO ....
too nice

Thursday, October 22, 2015

Does it always depend on how much time you invest into doing something in order for it to reflect on how much you're into it?
I totally exploded at 11am this morning FUCK this crave and need is real

Wednesday, October 21, 2015

IF only i did better last week

Monday, October 19, 2015

Seriously I feel as if i don't belong ANYWHERE. AT . ALL.
cause I'm not good enough??????
'don't be dissuaded' my ass

It's just like
forgotten

Still contemplating on whether I should go for the skydiving trip to spain for 2 and a half days during reading week. I mean, 2 and a half days is such a short trip!? IDK But i'll be missing out on such an opportunity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lol life is when you can't make up your mind and the clock is ticking and your chance is just GONE.
All the fucking time!!!!

Done with my 20 page lab report. I've gt another lab session tomorrow, which means another lab report would be due next Tuesday. The people who actually scheduled our time tables, our modules, and our due dates are insane seriously how do students even cope with lives like this?! Having demonstrators who don't even know how to use a vernier caliper..... 'sorry but this isn't an area of my expertise' lol what phd student are u hahaha sorry but you don't know how to actually teach and show us the proper way to carry out this experiment :(

and here I am feeling so fucking stranded HAHAHAHA seriously I tried what I tried and here I am missing deadlines cause I took the risk of just ASSUMING.

& this thing is just..............................?

k rant over bye

Sunday, October 18, 2015

Lol if i said them aloud i'd probably sound stupid because its so ridiculous

*mood change

feels like I'm fishing

am i not good enough loooool -____-

If you don't take action how are things going to happen!?!?!?!?!

Saturday, October 17, 2015

Saying it only goes one way

doesn't even go both ways la!!!!!

lolol mental torture

i get it now

why feel miserable

living the life yet so fucking not??

Thursday, October 15, 2015

Sometimes you just want to go on and keep trying
but then sometimes you're just like fuck it

:(

'detachment'

Regret is stronger than gratitude

can we even ...............????????????????????

Saturday, October 10, 2015

You know how tiring it is to actually go through such things
I don't like it myself
NOT THAT I VOLUNTARILY WANT TO DO IT
it's
idk NATURAL HAHA?!!

PLUS some people have the audacity to tell me such things!??!?!?!?!? like wow

just give up on me already

Sunday, October 4, 2015

??
you say don't let it affect
so.......................................................
everyone has just that big fat finger
LAI


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Website Hit Counter	Wednesday, October 28, 2015 Hauls for the weekend!!!!! + ??? So my mom popped over last Thursday for a good 4-5 night stay in the heart of London! Can't believe that those few days just passed by SO SO quickly :( Even though she came at the wrong time, with all my courseworks and my lab report due the following week, I'm so glad that she came over to spend time with me because I had SOO much on my mind. I just gave in to her and ranted all I could. I'll post up the photos with my mom in the next post :) But anyway!! I got a few things last weekend that I absolutely ADORE!!!! MY AF1'S are on the top of my list! HAHA my super dry jacket which I got at a steal in bicester village, my Jackwills sweaters+cardigan (all at a 10-15-20% discount hehahehaehaheah), basically everything that I got!!!!! (Y) I can't wait for time to fly by even more because I'll be heading back to KL in December!!! And I get to see my family haih missing them loads! Hauls aside, I've been feeling a little on the edge these two weeks omg I think it's just that on top of the fatigue that I'm getting from my assignments and report work (FUCKING REPORT WORK LOL), I'm so tired of feeling indecisive and mad. Feeling this way just makes me old makes me worry makes me sad makes me tired and makes me frustrated to the hilt and it's not a good thing! IT's not HEALTHY. It's not worth all the time that I've spent dwelling on it. I can be very hardheaded at times which I know it's annoying lol am i being too sensitive, or am i being too insensitive?! Ahhhhh Lol at what my friend said tho : 'it's a journey, or if you put it into chemical engineering terms, it's a dynamic process, where there is constant change. Just let it out' HHHHHHHH Can't keep falling back onto the same reason to not care and not do anything about it do you get me? reread my earlier posts and realised that I've been fucking crazy for the past two weeks and a half. too long a time babe too long a time x 11:10 PM · Lol I get it now wth it's like it's okay if I do it but it's not when u do it and when I say no haha hahaha HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HOO HAA 😩😴 5:24 PM · Monday, October 26, 2015 How can some people be so dense such an obligatory move!!!!!!!!!! 10:13 PM · Sunday, October 25, 2015 For everything to be thrown into one fucking week is ridiculous. Not referring to everything ACADEMIC by the way it's everything in one. I just can't seem to spill anymore and it's creating some void in me lol I just want to turn back time to a week ago why was I so dense and insensitive and crazy :( I guess everybody's side of the story is different sigh to not feel bad would be an understatement i feel like i crossed a non-existent line i don't even know what line that is but it's there Does it mean that one is weak when one cries no I don't think so means i've been weak my entire WEEK I get it now i get how others feel Was so worried bout the fact it'll all go one way but in fact now it's me and idk how to deal w it and i just want to wrap myself in bedddddddddddddd and i can't do that because of my work load i'm typing this before i drop to sleep cause this fatigue is getting to me i might collapse so many other people are facing problems which are much bigger than mine I AM SO BLESSED in life so I shouldn't be feeling this way?!?!!?!?!?!?!? :( Prayers go out to my cousin in Kelantan I hope he's doing fine :( confusion is FUCKING REAL 11:00 PM · Friday, October 23, 2015 HAHA shit why you doing this to me you got I got NOOO .... too nice 12:05 AM · Thursday, October 22, 2015 Does it always depend on how much time you invest into doing something in order for it to reflect on how much you're into it? I totally exploded at 11am this morning FUCK this crave and need is real 5:18 PM · Wednesday, October 21, 2015 IF only i did better last week 4:04 PM · Monday, October 19, 2015 Seriously I feel as if i don't belong ANYWHERE. AT . ALL. cause I'm not good enough?????? 'don't be dissuaded' my ass It's just like forgotten Still contemplating on whether I should go for the skydiving trip to spain for 2 and a half days during reading week. I mean, 2 and a half days is such a short trip!? IDK But i'll be missing out on such an opportunity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol life is when you can't make up your mind and the clock is ticking and your chance is just GONE. All the fucking time!!!! Done with my 20 page lab report. I've gt another lab session tomorrow, which means another lab report would be due next Tuesday. The people who actually scheduled our time tables, our modules, and our due dates are insane seriously how do students even cope with lives like this?! Having demonstrators who don't even know how to use a vernier caliper..... 'sorry but this isn't an area of my expertise' lol what phd student are u hahaha sorry but you don't know how to actually teach and show us the proper way to carry out this experiment :( and here I am feeling so fucking stranded HAHAHAHA seriously I tried what I tried and here I am missing deadlines cause I took the risk of just ASSUMING. & this thing is just..............................? k rant over bye 11:23 PM · Sunday, October 18, 2015 Lol if i said them aloud i'd probably sound stupid because its so ridiculous *mood change feels like I'm fishing am i not good enough loooool -____- If you don't take action how are things going to happen!?!?!?!?! 6:59 PM · Saturday, October 17, 2015 Saying it only goes one way doesn't even go both ways la!!!!! lolol mental torture i get it now why feel miserable living the life yet so fucking not?? 9:53 AM · Thursday, October 15, 2015 Sometimes you just want to go on and keep trying but then sometimes you're just like fuck it :( 'detachment' Regret is stronger than gratitude can we even ...............???????????????????? 10:55 PM · Saturday, October 10, 2015 You know how tiring it is to actually go through such things I don't like it myself NOT THAT I VOLUNTARILY WANT TO DO IT it's idk NATURAL HAHA?!! PLUS some people have the audacity to tell me such things!??!?!?!?!? like wow just give up on me already 12:47 PM · Sunday, October 4, 2015 ?? you say don't let it affect so....................................................... everyone has just that big fat finger LAI 10:11 PM ·