Lynnnnn

Monday, September 28, 2015

Where do I even begin? Feeling a little aimless because I don't seem to know how to come out of my comfort zone and try new things. I'm afraid of change because I hate adapting and I hate settling into new routines. Some people might love it (because oooh they're so spontaneous...), but I don't. It's not that I LOVE going round in circles getting frustrated and worrying about the same things, it's just IN ME. Maybe it's all just an excuse for me to do so, but just let me be. LET ME BE.

And I am honestly so selfish that sometimes I don't think about the consequences of my actions and I don't really think about how others might feel. I get so mad at myself!!!!
And then I feel so terrible and I try to patch things up but idk how so I just get sad, PMS-y and I talk like a bitch sigh I am sorry

Everyone has gotta go through almost the same things in life

Grateful for everything in life but I am just so painfully stubborn and so very difficult to handle

expecting people to be at my beck and call lol do they owe me?! no... :(
Every little thing seems to be annoying the fuck outta me sigh I have got to keep cool

Is this all mutual

Sunday, September 27, 2015

http://www.naomineo.com/naomineo/2015/9/6/self-love-ninthstore

I feel the same sometimes :::::::(

Saturday, September 26, 2015

if you don't wanna move on with your life how are you gonna succeed in wtv u wanna do
If you don't adapt to changes how are you going to survive?!?!?
You're so afraid of change you're just pulling away from everything that you do and love

Friday, September 25, 2015

oh my fucking god you deserve nothing. Still remember how I did all the research and you did NOTHING. BUT. COMPLAIN.

ugh

Thursday, September 24, 2015

Hauls today + some selfies w my fam + a photo of my dad having fun drinking in scotland

My padre is on a trip to London/Liverpool/Edinburgh/Dundee with his golfing buddies HAHA He's having so much fun and I'm glad that he's taking a break and relaxing!

So my mom brought me all the way to Puchong for Dimsum in the morning and the place was bustling with people, the young, the old, EVERYBODY. So many people actually wake up, get changed, and head out for breakfast as early as 8.30 am on a PUBLIC HOLIDAY (Y)

Ran some errands with mom after that and headed home!

My brother promised that he would have one leicha meal with me before i head back to London next week and I thought today would be the day HAHA Unfortunately(for me) and fortunately (for him), my mom brought out lots of TGIF vouchers and said we should use them. Believe it or not, even after ordering starters, plates of ribs, and some lamb, we still didn't finish them vouchers. Guess my mom could probably go for round 2 with my dad some day.

Wasn't too big of a fan of TGIF before, still not a fan now.. the prices of their food just gets steeper by the day and some are just plain rip offs. Like 30 bucks for a plate of 8 nachos with puny pieces of chicken bits idk definitely not worth the price?!

Headed down to OU after that. Got another pair of jeans at half its price and a blue top. I know that the word 'sale' is just an excuse for everyone to spend more money but.. Can't say no to 50%off a pair of jeans from Topshop!

Pretty contended with my day because I finally found the QQ pumpkin tofu that I always have w my leicha in simple life. They can be found at BMS organics or Medifoods SS18. Little things like that make me so happy HAHA Only wish would be that I could bring some back to London but lol that's crazy.

Gonna miss my fam like mad when I get back

Everyone had to comply with your fucking bullshit requests so if you tell me that whatever I think ain't okay IS OKAY then you deserve a big ' fuck you' in your face. so nice yet so fake sometimes IDEK

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

Bits and pieces from the past two days!

Spent time with my girls :) Eeyong is leaving for Bath tomorrow! This summer really flew by and I just can't seem to take the fact that it's over and that the new academic year is starting.

All the best Eeyong and I'll see you real soon be it in London or Bath! Love you babe (L) and take care!!

I think the only way to stop feeling it is to stop ranting about it?

I really don't get it
doesn't have to go both ways
being selfish again

Monday, September 21, 2015

Always only at your convenience
Frustration is real

IDK LA wtv la

Been dreaming of this time to come and I thought it would be different and all but I guess it's just gonna be the same??? Maybe the timing would be better la but ?????????
People
Say
Go over
But doubt it'll happen??????

Sunday, September 20, 2015

Hauls + Selfie in isetan hahahaha wtf

It's been more than a year since I've last been to Mid valley/Gardens! Been out the whole day today and I am MAD TIRED. Slept at 1am, got up as early as 6.25am this morning to see my dad off (He's headed to London/Liverpool/Scotland for a fun time with his golfing buddies wowowowow good to see he's taking time off to relax and enjoy), baked a banana bread, headed out with my mom to get some biscuits and fruits from the market, came back to get ready and off we went to Gardens/MV from 11 in the morning till 9pm gbm

Brother came over to MV to meet us in the afternoon hehe

so happy with what my mom got for me today *hugs mom

love my ripped joni jeans, love my folders for the new academic year (ready yet not ready at the same time), love my rosy glow compact and lip glow from dior why is my mom so nice to me!!!!!!!!!!!

I also had good leicha (HAHA FUNNY HOW IM NOT GREEN YET) and ramen today

okay someone tell me my day ain't good enough aih so contended with my sunday :))

need to start packing next week

need to get going with my cv lol have been procrastinating since ytd k

and i need to sleep i am so fucking tired
I NEED TO GO RUNNING IN THE MORNING D I SWEAR ALL I DO IS EAT
feeling a podge coming my way

gotta keep busy to keep the mind off anything and everything hahahahahhahahahahahaha
seems impossible la but still heading in that direction idk......? what do u even feel

goodnight love

Friday, September 18, 2015

STUCK IN THE TYRANNY OF NOW
lol gotta unglue myself HAHA HAHA

Thursday, September 17, 2015

difficult times when you read other people's posts or captions and go 'fuck if things could've happened differently our lives would be so different :('

YERRR when will i ever boom and bloom into a beautiful social butterfly -__-

Wednesday, September 16, 2015

Dear Kinyik
Safe trip to Dublin and all the best babe

Rooting for u from Malaysia from UK from anywhere around the world

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

*edited post!! DONT GOOO :(

LEAVING TOMORROW AH KINYIK TOMORROW AH?!?!?!?!

:( !?!!?!? I hope these 9 months pass by real quickly cause 9 months without seeing u in real person

sounds terrible man WTF

WTF IS RIGHT

we didn't take a photo today :( EVEN MORE WTF :(

but thanks for bringing me for korean lunch and thanks for the early present and thanks for the box of notes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO MANY PUNCTUATIONS BECAUSE NOT EVEN WORDS CAN DESCRIBE HOW IM FEELING ATM

Not ready for the days where i sit in front of the screen to say hello
Not ready for the days where I won't have to wait for you to swing by to pick me up
Not ready for the days where I don't get to lean on your shoulder

But it's got to happen::::::(((((((((

lots of love babe I'll see you real soon

Monday, September 14, 2015

don't know what to feel la ew

Friday, September 11, 2015

does it not mean what i think it should mean

why can't I be kaixin for others uuu

you think you'll do it meh

do you really think so

every single day

same topic

uuuuughhhhhh

some ppl have no direction yet ok???

u cannot sense it

so affected :'(

Tuesday, September 8, 2015

I FEEL GUILTY EVERYTIME I BRING IT UP

CAN I NOT BRING IT UP.....................??????????????????????

:(

yaya brush it off

some other perth photos taken w the phone :)

^ how does he tolerate me

Want to relive my trip to perth so bad

HAHAHAHA REALLY

Saturday, September 5, 2015

There you are thinking about the dock, the hut, the rain??, when night is about to fall and we've just came back from wherever, the lighting in the room, the cold,

and you just want to go back to a not so special day like that but you never can

will it happen again?

just tell me

cause all i need is a lot of

reassurance

Friday, September 4, 2015

WHAT IF THE PHASE COMES?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Wednesday, September 2, 2015

Perth photos are up!!!

These photos are all taken with Kinyik's camera :)

All are taken by him except for the one of both of us and also the group photo HAHA

Amazing photos right??? Much skill and talent?!

Most of the photos are wallpaper worthy :P

Hope he doesn't mind me posting them here hehehehehe

Missing perth like mad forever thinking bout perth

perth trip ftw time flies what is this two weeks ago I was ready to go to the airport already haiyo???

Always believed that two wrongs don't make one right

much love


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Website Hit Counter	Monday, September 28, 2015 Where do I even begin? Feeling a little aimless because I don't seem to know how to come out of my comfort zone and try new things. I'm afraid of change because I hate adapting and I hate settling into new routines. Some people might love it (because oooh they're so spontaneous...), but I don't. It's not that I LOVE going round in circles getting frustrated and worrying about the same things, it's just IN ME. Maybe it's all just an excuse for me to do so, but just let me be. LET ME BE. And I am honestly so selfish that sometimes I don't think about the consequences of my actions and I don't really think about how others might feel. I get so mad at myself!!!! And then I feel so terrible and I try to patch things up but idk how so I just get sad, PMS-y and I talk like a bitch sigh I am sorry Everyone has gotta go through almost the same things in life Grateful for everything in life but I am just so painfully stubborn and so very difficult to handle expecting people to be at my beck and call lol do they owe me?! no... :( Every little thing seems to be annoying the fuck outta me sigh I have got to keep cool Is this all mutual 5:06 PM · Sunday, September 27, 2015 http://www.naomineo.com/naomineo/2015/9/6/self-love-ninthstore I feel the same sometimes :::::::( 4:06 PM · Saturday, September 26, 2015 if you don't wanna move on with your life how are you gonna succeed in wtv u wanna do If you don't adapt to changes how are you going to survive?!?!? You're so afraid of change you're just pulling away from everything that you do and love 3:01 PM · Friday, September 25, 2015 oh my fucking god you deserve nothing. Still remember how I did all the research and you did NOTHING. BUT. COMPLAIN. ugh 5:43 PM · Thursday, September 24, 2015 Hauls today + some selfies w my fam + a photo of my dad having fun drinking in scotland My padre is on a trip to London/Liverpool/Edinburgh/Dundee with his golfing buddies HAHA He's having so much fun and I'm glad that he's taking a break and relaxing! So my mom brought me all the way to Puchong for Dimsum in the morning and the place was bustling with people, the young, the old, EVERYBODY. So many people actually wake up, get changed, and head out for breakfast as early as 8.30 am on a PUBLIC HOLIDAY (Y) Ran some errands with mom after that and headed home! My brother promised that he would have one leicha meal with me before i head back to London next week and I thought today would be the day HAHA Unfortunately(for me) and fortunately (for him), my mom brought out lots of TGIF vouchers and said we should use them. Believe it or not, even after ordering starters, plates of ribs, and some lamb, we still didn't finish them vouchers. Guess my mom could probably go for round 2 with my dad some day. Wasn't too big of a fan of TGIF before, still not a fan now.. the prices of their food just gets steeper by the day and some are just plain rip offs. Like 30 bucks for a plate of 8 nachos with puny pieces of chicken bits idk definitely not worth the price?! Headed down to OU after that. Got another pair of jeans at half its price and a blue top. I know that the word 'sale' is just an excuse for everyone to spend more money but.. Can't say no to 50%off a pair of jeans from Topshop! Pretty contended with my day because I finally found the QQ pumpkin tofu that I always have w my leicha in simple life. They can be found at BMS organics or Medifoods SS18. Little things like that make me so happy HAHA Only wish would be that I could bring some back to London but lol that's crazy. Gonna miss my fam like mad when I get back Everyone had to comply with your fucking bullshit requests so if you tell me that whatever I think ain't okay IS OKAY then you deserve a big ' fuck you' in your face. so nice yet so fake sometimes IDEK x 2:14 PM · Tuesday, September 22, 2015 Bits and pieces from the past two days! Spent time with my girls :) Eeyong is leaving for Bath tomorrow! This summer really flew by and I just can't seem to take the fact that it's over and that the new academic year is starting. All the best Eeyong and I'll see you real soon be it in London or Bath! Love you babe (L) and take care!! I think the only way to stop feeling it is to stop ranting about it? I really don't get it doesn't have to go both ways being selfish again x 4:29 PM · Monday, September 21, 2015 Always only at your convenience Frustration is real IDK LA wtv la Been dreaming of this time to come and I thought it would be different and all but I guess it's just gonna be the same??? Maybe the timing would be better la but ????????? People Say Go over But doubt it'll happen?????? 8:52 AM · Sunday, September 20, 2015 Hauls + Selfie in isetan hahahaha wtf It's been more than a year since I've last been to Mid valley/Gardens! Been out the whole day today and I am MAD TIRED. Slept at 1am, got up as early as 6.25am this morning to see my dad off (He's headed to London/Liverpool/Scotland for a fun time with his golfing buddies wowowowow good to see he's taking time off to relax and enjoy), baked a banana bread, headed out with my mom to get some biscuits and fruits from the market, came back to get ready and off we went to Gardens/MV from 11 in the morning till 9pm gbm Brother came over to MV to meet us in the afternoon hehe so happy with what my mom got for me today hugs mom love my ripped joni jeans, love my folders for the new academic year (ready yet not ready at the same time), love my rosy glow compact and lip glow from dior why is my mom so nice to me!!!!!!!!!!! I also had good leicha (HAHA FUNNY HOW IM NOT GREEN YET) and ramen today okay someone tell me my day ain't good enough aih so contended with my sunday :)) need to start packing next week need to get going with my cv lol have been procrastinating since ytd k and i need to sleep i am so fucking tired I NEED TO GO RUNNING IN THE MORNING D I SWEAR ALL I DO IS EAT feeling a podge coming my way gotta keep busy to keep the mind off anything and everything hahahahahhahahahahahaha seems impossible la but still heading in that direction idk......? what do u even feel goodnight love x 3:52 PM · Friday, September 18, 2015 STUCK IN THE TYRANNY OF NOW lol gotta unglue myself HAHA HAHA 11:56 AM · Thursday, September 17, 2015 difficult times when you read other people's posts or captions and go 'fuck if things could've happened differently our lives would be so different :(' YERRR when will i ever boom and bloom into a beautiful social butterfly -__- 1:35 AM · Wednesday, September 16, 2015 Dear Kinyik Safe trip to Dublin and all the best babe Rooting for u from Malaysia from UK from anywhere around the world TT 12:58 AM · Tuesday, September 15, 2015 edited post!! DONT GOOO :( LEAVING TOMORROW AH KINYIK TOMORROW AH?!?!?!?! :( !?!!?!? I hope these 9 months pass by real quickly cause 9 months without seeing u in real person sounds terrible man WTF WTF IS RIGHT we didn't take a photo today :( EVEN MORE WTF :( but thanks for bringing me for korean lunch and thanks for the early present and thanks for the box of notes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO MANY PUNCTUATIONS BECAUSE NOT EVEN WORDS CAN DESCRIBE HOW IM FEELING ATM Not ready for the days where i sit in front of the screen to say hello Not ready for the days where I won't have to wait for you to swing by to pick me up Not ready for the days where I don't get to lean on your shoulder But it's got to happen::::::((((((((( lots of love babe I'll see you real soon x 3:04 PM · Monday, September 14, 2015 don't know what to feel la ew 3:18 AM · Friday, September 11, 2015 does it not mean what i think it should mean why can't I be kaixin for others uuu you think you'll do it meh do you really think so every single day same topic uuuuughhhhhh some ppl have no direction yet ok??? u cannot sense it so affected :'( 4:14 PM · Tuesday, September 8, 2015 I FEEL GUILTY EVERYTIME I BRING IT UP CAN I NOT BRING IT UP.....................?????????????????????? :( yaya brush it off 2:19 PM · some other perth photos taken w the phone :) ^ how does he tolerate me Want to relive my trip to perth so bad HAHAHAHA REALLY x 1:43 AM · Saturday, September 5, 2015 There you are thinking about the dock, the hut, the rain??, when night is about to fall and we've just came back from wherever, the lighting in the room, the cold, and you just want to go back to a not so special day like that but you never can will it happen again? just tell me cause all i need is a lot of reassurance 2:09 PM · Friday, September 4, 2015 WHAT IF THE PHASE COMES?!?!?!?!?!?!?! 2:49 AM · Wednesday, September 2, 2015 Perth photos are up!!! These photos are all taken with Kinyik's camera :) All are taken by him except for the one of both of us and also the group photo HAHA Amazing photos right??? Much skill and talent?! Most of the photos are wallpaper worthy :P Hope he doesn't mind me posting them here hehehehehe Missing perth like mad forever thinking bout perth perth trip ftw time flies what is this two weeks ago I was ready to go to the airport already haiyo??? Always believed that two wrongs don't make one right much love x 3:15 AM ·