Lynnnnn

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Happy 29th of February ;)

My god, March is like a day awayyyy.

Sorrrrrrrryyyyyyy

Youuuu.cannottttt.

I kept trying to make it go away, but how do you kill a feeling?

Haheiooo.x

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

So I bottle up everything to myself at night. Every single night. Without fail. I don't feel better but hey, at least I try HAAAHAA 25/8 pleaseeee.

My biggest fear last year was to fall. How stupid mannn. I didn't know how frightening it would be to lose something . Haaaah. Le sighhhhhh.

Monday, February 27, 2012

I can be so weird sometimesssss. but hey, weird people are hard to find, so keep them close!

Had swimming class yesterday! And I hate breast stroke :( like seriously I swim like a crazy cat. HAHAHAH Funny thing was, after finishing a lap, some random dude came up to me and went ' excuse me, what's your name? I'm looking for characters for my story and I thought you'd fit that character perfectly' wtf HAHAHAHA weirdddddddd.

Stayed back after school today for bio class! Had pizzas over at sarpino's! First time ever :) and the pizzas were gooood (Y)

The mappp :(

It's the kind of suffering that never ends. Whenever I feel down, I'll tell myself that everything happens for a reason. And it does, in a way, but I just can't seem to accept it. I wish it was a year back, rainbowsss man rainbows and orange skies.

The problem is that I know I'd be willing to risk it all just to try, cause I think it's worth it. But haaaaa life.

I wanna talkkkk. About anything HAHAHA everydayyyy.

Omg I read an old note before I went to sleep last night �� hahahahh

Oh I forgot to mention that my hip is starting to hurt again. What is this man. This hip problem just can't get enough of me :( go awayyyyy

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Manhattanhenge with iPads. Seriouslyyyy. Chairs in the middle.whyyy :/

Saturday, February 25, 2012

While typing out my bio essay about genetically modified babies HAHAHAHA

Omaggggad Saturday is over! The three horrible classes are over! Theory exam in 3 weeks time and I'm not a single bit ready :( I've had enough about violas and stupid timpanis :( I don't wanna know anymore about them! I don't give two hoots about them. AND STOP COMPARING ME TO HER, PLEASE.

My dad would be leaving for South America next weekend :( Two whole weeks! :( Whose going to bring me to mpsj in the morning? AHHAHA
Anyway, it's currently 10.27pm and I'm still working on that two page essay :( I've got to start studying soooon :(
Oh how time fliesssss.

I've got to start choosing my birthday present HAHAHA ;Y

HAAAHA funny how I'd start thinking about those moments when i felt the most content, when i finally allowed myself to believe the impossibleee.
I've mentally killed myself soooooo so many times already :P

Listen to Le Bump by Yolanda Be Cool ft. Crystal Waters! ;) amazing song!
x

Friday, February 24, 2012

Do something different for once and want something that you can actually have.

So much for being there for me mannnnn.

Should I learn safe and sound on the piano?:)

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

While waiting for dinner HAHAHAHAHAHAH

The onlyyyyyyyy thing that really bums me out is thinking about all of the people that touched my world briefly that i'll probably never have anything to do with ever again.
EVER AGAIN.

x
HAHAHAHA OMG
So i was dancing in front of dad going
" GIRL'S GENERATION MAKE YOU FEEL THE HEATTTT"
"really..?" HAHAH wtf :(

Monday, February 20, 2012

Omfg. I hate my computer.

I can totally grow old just waiting for it to load.

Maybe it's just a sign that I need a new one! :'(

HAHAHAH my emotions are playing with me.

One minute I'm missing everything and another I'm despising everything that happened.

Why?! Cause every word has been irrevocably branded into my brain :( sigh.

What am I supposed to do?!

Omggggg anyway. Stress ah. Econs , addmaths, maths, biology and physics homework. Not forgetting that English presentation. I'm not getting enough sleep. HAHAHAH

And i pray pray pray that everything will be okaaay.

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Stupid chi qing thingggggg. Doesn't make any sense. Get a grip on yourself, huilynn. It's not going to happen. It's all nothing now. Zerooooo.

I'm gonna be dreaming of graphs tonight. I finally finished my 11 graphs! LIKEABAWSSS.

Saturday, February 18, 2012

I'M SO ANGRYYYY. I DIDN'T GO FOR AVRIL LAVIGNE'S CONCERT. AHHH I'VE WANTED TO WATCH HER SINCE THE AGE OF 12 :( BUT NOOO. Sigh. It'll pass :(

Anyway! Since the chance of watching avril was forgone, I got two tops from warehouse today! Ahh :) but what i got was just material :( and i missed out on an experience :( nyehhhh.

I want to talk to you! Like seriously. But I've got no guts, no guts at all.

You're still trying to protect me. Real or not real?

Real. Because that's what you and I do, protect each other.

Friday, February 17, 2012

I check your last seen every five minutes. NO JOKE HAHAH :/

Playing the song never say never on the piano can be so soothing yet depressing at the same timeeeee.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

"I think you better not even dream of it."

How can you say such things?!

I'm dying. Ahhhhhhh.

Dreaming helps to alleviate my pain.

It's as if you just stabbed me with a newly sharpened blade 😪

Anthea came over today! Will be posting up the pictures soon! Hahaha I think we actually spent more time camwhoring than doing our work :Y

FUNNIEST SHIZZZ EVER:

Lynn: OMG IS THAT MY AUNTY'S CAR?!

Thea: yeahhhh.. WE SHOULD RUN FOR OUR LIVESSSSS!

*Lynn starts running

Thea : WATAFAK HAHAHAHAHAHH

Omg can't stop laughing HAHHAHAHAHAH

Anyway. I probably should be finishing up on mu chemistry, addmaths AND theory homework :( I I'm so lazy man omgggg.

HAHHA I'm too scared :(

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Omggg took this while studying one day HAHAHAHA

Anyway. Happy Valentine's Day! :)
I'm too lazy at the moment so today's post shall be in point form! haaaaah.

I had a minor heart attack just now because I thought I lost my taxiiiiicard.
I got my phone back!
What if I can't take it anymoree?
I hate being so sensitive
My mom keeps calling me a monster :(
I need my bottle. to stuff all these feeeeelings in.
I won't be attending my brother's graduation in July. kill me nowww.
I need a confidant HAHAHAHA like seriously.
I've got no mood to studyyyyy nowadays :(

muchooooooooooo! x

Sunday, February 12, 2012

freaky teddy bear in the corner HAHAHAHAHAHA wtf

I love Josh Hutcherson. omggggomgomgomg.
My new wallpaper! ;)
And omg I'm gonna hand in my phone for warranty again.
I'll have to wait for another few days or so and I'll be using my Sony K810i :'( ahhh
Byebye pretty touch screen and whatsapp :'(

x

Saturday, February 11, 2012

I finished the second book of the hunger games trilogy! Ahh I feel so happy.

My hip is healing! ON ITS OWN! Hallelujahhh

Unspoken words mannnnn.

I'd be posting up a longer entry if I was on the computer, but I'm too repelled by the thought of sitting through endless lags. It can be so frustratinggggg . Anyway, I'm home alone and I'm trying to finish up Catching fire, the hunger games part 2! ;) my aim is to finish it by tonight heheh :)

I'm so sleeeepy. I slept around 145 in the morning yesterday because I took a nap after coming back from school :( biggest mistake ever! HAHHA

I want that navy blue anchor tank from Topshop ! AHHHHHH.

Never give up on something that you cant go a day without thinking about. Really ?

Friday, February 10, 2012

:( guess what?! My hip problem is back. It hurts whenever I stand and whenever I walk. I'll have to visit that acupuncturist again :( exact same thing back from form2 :( i remember how i used to go on msn with my mom's bb during an acupuncture session HAHAH whyyyy like thattttt.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Stupid unnecessary night depressions :(

Finished 3/4 of my bio paper! I feel so proud of myself! The remaining questions about pods, placentas and why there's progesterone in milk is driving me crazyyyyyy. Tried googling it but failed HAHAHAHA. I am now stuck with my English essay! Rewriting it from page 3 :( Sien ahhhh.funny how I'm looking forward for hiphop! It's actually quite fun HAHAHAH.

Anyway! I feel so sleep deprived :( I currently am yawning as if ive not yawned in the past 16 years of my life. My god. TEARS STREAMING DOWN MY FACE HAHAHAHAH LITERALLY. I know I should be sleeping earlier because I've been waking up at 6 almost every morning to follow momma and papa over to the running track but i've got work to doooooo. And I want to read :Y I just finished the Hunger Games! And it's amazinggggg <3

Stop hoping please. It's of no use and you'll just get butt hurt over little things.Yuckkkkk. Haheio to the max.

Part of me knows it's futile :/ There's no going back :(

Choices and consequences. I respect your decision, I do, so so much but I'm DYINGGGGGGG.

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Ahh it has been the longest four days of my lifeee! Busy to the max! HAHAHA

Anyway, I headed over to pavilion this morning and went shopping! Hehehe I'm so happy with my purchases (Y) Three new tops and a red skirt! The red skirt is amazingly adorable i tell you :P Plus there was this dress in toshop that caught my eye but my mom said it was a bit too flimsy with holes here and there :'( sigh. After that, I headed over to eeyong's place for a gambling session! HAHAHA My nett gain aint bad :P Quite ong la this few days yayyyy :) I followed Limin back to Canal Gardens and headed over to Alicia's house to bai nian! My parents were already there so we sat and talked for a bit. We had to leave after 20 minutes or so because we had to head over to Klang to send my granny to my aunt's! HAHAHA And now, I've finally had dinner and I'm home! Busy, huh?

Other than that, SHOULD I TRY?
I've been making up conversations in my head a lot recently and it's funny how I can actualllllly feel better just by doing that.

x
Oh by the way, I wanna know, who in the world reads my blog?

Monday, February 6, 2012

No longer heading down to kl today :( dad said it would be too tiring to go down and head straight to Cheras. I don't blame him. I'm feeeeeling so lethargic today. I'm just spending my day on my bed reading the hunger games! Amazing book, by the way! When I read about Peeta, I can't help but think of him as josh hutcherson, can't wait for the movie!

The thought of it just drives tears to my eyes. No joke man :( I want to talk, I really do but what's the point? It won't change anything.

Man who would even want someone who depends so much on others.

My confidant is long gone :(

I confide to no one but myself.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Amazing day! AHHH had an open house today and everyone just went home! OMGGG had amazing nasi lemak and rendang chicken :B gambled into the night and haaahahhaha 财源滚滚来 man HAHAHAHA amazing :))) damn ong!

Anyway! Heading over to the temple first thing in the morning and imma be going for bio tuition :( after that, I might be heading down to kl to jalannnjalannn. At night, we'd be heading over to my uncle's house in Cheras for dinner. Whoa baby such an eventful day!

CAN I TELL YOU SOMETHING? It'll be awkward man shit.

Kind people have a way of working their way inside me and rooting there. And damnnnnn are you roots deep or whattttt. I think you're gonna be rooted there for eternityyyyyy :( damnnn.

It's so strange. Bruhhhh.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Ah. Another long weekend :( it's like we're having holidays 247 Wei HAHAHAHA

Heheh I got my cert saying I passed ma grade 5 fundamentals today yayyyy! Celebrated and had dinner over at rakuzen! Mmmm soft shell crab :) anyway, I want to go shopping! I wanna go look for my studs :( one of my chatuchak studs broke! Omg :( I was so sad HAHHA other than that, I also wanna go hunting for those amazingly cute wrap around sandals! The ones with flowers are mad cute! 😁

Tomorrow's gonna be a longggg day! Swimming class at 10, then imma head over to one utama to get my three books :P after all that, then we're gonna head home to start getting ready for the party! All of my relatives are gonna come over :) omagahh can't wait to gamble !

Nmnmnmnm I wannnna talk!

Had the weirdest yet most amazing dream everrrrr.

Why can't reality be that way?!

Funny how I can just break down like that, I'm emotional and sensitive and it's just in me :/

NONG.

Friday, February 3, 2012

I'm such an asshole!:( AHHHHHHH

It's been 391849493938392 years since i've cried myself to sleep. So why?!

I'm dead tired and I can't sleep.

I'm a horrible person with no heart at all man :( stab stab stabbbbbb.

I can't keep bottling everything uppp.

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Eminem is my savior omg.

During Chinese Classsssss! We so cutttttte omgggg.

Anyway, I was blowing my hair this morning and then i started to thinkkkkk. I remembered a note that was squished through my locker about a year agooooo. I didn't remember seeing it while I cleaned my drawer of cards last December, so I sorta panicked and went into my room to look for it HAHAHA Omg mind my englishhh thankyouuu. I looked high and low for it and finally found it in the corner! Read it and felt sadddd all over again. Ahhhh I want my cookies and cream and I want more notessssssss :/

Howwwwwww.
I like stripes leh. I like that dirty green colour :(
AND THAT RUFFFFFFLEEEEEEEDD PICCTURRRRRE.

Omg. I just had my dinner. I had 501523952359235 cookies before that and I feel as if I'm about to explode with FATS. YAYYY!

x

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Ahhhhhha. It's 7.26 in the morninng and i feel so accomplished! Headed over to mpsj at 630 and did 10 rounds! MET MY GOAL ! YESSSSSSS! loveydoveydovey! x


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Website Hit Counter	Wednesday, February 29, 2012 Happy 29th of February ;) My god, March is like a day awayyyy. Sorrrrrrrryyyyyyy Youuuu.cannottttt. I kept trying to make it go away, but how do you kill a feeling? Haheiooo.x 1:45 PM · Tuesday, February 28, 2012 So I bottle up everything to myself at night. Every single night. Without fail. I don't feel better but hey, at least I try HAAAHAA 25/8 pleaseeee. 4:05 PM · My biggest fear last year was to fall. How stupid mannn. I didn't know how frightening it would be to lose something . Haaaah. Le sighhhhhh. 1:16 PM · Monday, February 27, 2012 I can be so weird sometimesssss. but hey, weird people are hard to find, so keep them close! Had swimming class yesterday! And I hate breast stroke :( like seriously I swim like a crazy cat. HAHAHAH Funny thing was, after finishing a lap, some random dude came up to me and went ' excuse me, what's your name? I'm looking for characters for my story and I thought you'd fit that character perfectly' wtf HAHAHAHA weirdddddddd. Stayed back after school today for bio class! Had pizzas over at sarpino's! First time ever :) and the pizzas were gooood (Y) The mappp :( It's the kind of suffering that never ends. Whenever I feel down, I'll tell myself that everything happens for a reason. And it does, in a way, but I just can't seem to accept it. I wish it was a year back, rainbowsss man rainbows and orange skies. The problem is that I know I'd be willing to risk it all just to try, cause I think it's worth it. But haaaaa life. I wanna talkkkk. About anything HAHAHA everydayyyy. Omg I read an old note before I went to sleep last night �� hahahahh Oh I forgot to mention that my hip is starting to hurt again. What is this man. This hip problem just can't get enough of me :( go awayyyyy x 1:48 PM · Sunday, February 26, 2012 Manhattanhenge with iPads. Seriouslyyyy. Chairs in the middle.whyyy :/ 2:38 AM · Saturday, February 25, 2012 While typing out my bio essay about genetically modified babies HAHAHAHA Omaggggad Saturday is over! The three horrible classes are over! Theory exam in 3 weeks time and I'm not a single bit ready :( I've had enough about violas and stupid timpanis :( I don't wanna know anymore about them! I don't give two hoots about them. AND STOP COMPARING ME TO HER, PLEASE. My dad would be leaving for South America next weekend :( Two whole weeks! :( Whose going to bring me to mpsj in the morning? AHHAHA Anyway, it's currently 10.27pm and I'm still working on that two page essay :( I've got to start studying soooon :( Oh how time fliesssss. I've got to start choosing my birthday present HAHAHA ;Y HAAAHA funny how I'd start thinking about those moments when i felt the most content, when i finally allowed myself to believe the impossibleee. I've mentally killed myself soooooo so many times already :P Listen to Le Bump by Yolanda Be Cool ft. Crystal Waters! ;) amazing song! x 2:19 PM · Friday, February 24, 2012 Do something different for once and want something that you can actually have. So much for being there for me mannnnn. Should I learn safe and sound on the piano?:) 9:31 AM · Tuesday, February 21, 2012 While waiting for dinner HAHAHAHAHAHAH The onlyyyyyyyy thing that really bums me out is thinking about all of the people that touched my world briefly that i'll probably never have anything to do with ever again. EVER AGAIN. x HAHAHAHA OMG So i was dancing in front of dad going " GIRL'S GENERATION MAKE YOU FEEL THE HEATTTT" "really..?" HAHAH wtf :( 2:17 PM · Monday, February 20, 2012 Omfg. I hate my computer. I can totally grow old just waiting for it to load. Maybe it's just a sign that I need a new one! :'( HAHAHAH my emotions are playing with me. One minute I'm missing everything and another I'm despising everything that happened. Why?! Cause every word has been irrevocably branded into my brain :( sigh. What am I supposed to do?! Omggggg anyway. Stress ah. Econs , addmaths, maths, biology and physics homework. Not forgetting that English presentation. I'm not getting enough sleep. HAHAHAH And i pray pray pray that everything will be okaaay. x 1:38 PM · Sunday, February 19, 2012 Stupid chi qing thingggggg. Doesn't make any sense. Get a grip on yourself, huilynn. It's not going to happen. It's all nothing now. Zerooooo. I'm gonna be dreaming of graphs tonight. I finally finished my 11 graphs! LIKEABAWSSS. 4:25 PM · Saturday, February 18, 2012 I'M SO ANGRYYYY. I DIDN'T GO FOR AVRIL LAVIGNE'S CONCERT. AHHH I'VE WANTED TO WATCH HER SINCE THE AGE OF 12 :( BUT NOOO. Sigh. It'll pass :( Anyway! Since the chance of watching avril was forgone, I got two tops from warehouse today! Ahh :) but what i got was just material :( and i missed out on an experience :( nyehhhh. I want to talk to you! Like seriously. But I've got no guts, no guts at all. X 3:11 PM · You're still trying to protect me. Real or not real? Real. Because that's what you and I do, protect each other. 6:35 AM · Friday, February 17, 2012 I check your last seen every five minutes. NO JOKE HAHAH :/ 3:38 PM · Playing the song never say never on the piano can be so soothing yet depressing at the same timeeeee. 12:07 PM · Thursday, February 16, 2012 "I think you better not even dream of it." How can you say such things?! I'm dying. Ahhhhhhh. Dreaming helps to alleviate my pain. It's as if you just stabbed me with a newly sharpened blade 😪 2:48 PM · Anthea came over today! Will be posting up the pictures soon! Hahaha I think we actually spent more time camwhoring than doing our work :Y FUNNIEST SHIZZZ EVER: Lynn: OMG IS THAT MY AUNTY'S CAR?! Thea: yeahhhh.. WE SHOULD RUN FOR OUR LIVESSSSS! Lynn starts running Thea : WATAFAK HAHAHAHAHAHH Omg can't stop laughing HAHHAHAHAHAH Anyway. I probably should be finishing up on mu chemistry, addmaths AND theory homework :( I I'm so lazy man omgggg. HAHHA I'm too scared :( x 2:11 PM · Tuesday, February 14, 2012 Omggg took this while studying one day HAHAHAHA Anyway. Happy Valentine's Day! :) I'm too lazy at the moment so today's post shall be in point form! haaaaah. I had a minor heart attack just now because I thought I lost my taxiiiiicard. I got my phone back! What if I can't take it anymoree? I hate being so sensitive My mom keeps calling me a monster :( I need my bottle. to stuff all these feeeeelings in. I won't be attending my brother's graduation in July. kill me nowww. I need a confidant HAHAHAHA like seriously. I've got no mood to studyyyyy nowadays :( muchooooooooooo! x 3:02 PM · Sunday, February 12, 2012 freaky teddy bear in the corner HAHAHAHAHAHA wtf I love Josh Hutcherson. omggggomgomgomg. My new wallpaper! ;) And omg I'm gonna hand in my phone for warranty again. I'll have to wait for another few days or so and I'll be using my Sony K810i :'( ahhh Byebye pretty touch screen and whatsapp :'( x 5:35 AM · Saturday, February 11, 2012 I finished the second book of the hunger games trilogy! Ahh I feel so happy. My hip is healing! ON ITS OWN! Hallelujahhh Unspoken words mannnnn. 4:31 PM · I'd be posting up a longer entry if I was on the computer, but I'm too repelled by the thought of sitting through endless lags. It can be so frustratinggggg . Anyway, I'm home alone and I'm trying to finish up Catching fire, the hunger games part 2! ;) my aim is to finish it by tonight heheh :) I'm so sleeeepy. I slept around 145 in the morning yesterday because I took a nap after coming back from school :( biggest mistake ever! HAHHA I want that navy blue anchor tank from Topshop ! AHHHHHH. Never give up on something that you cant go a day without thinking about. Really ? X 12:58 PM · Friday, February 10, 2012 :( guess what?! My hip problem is back. It hurts whenever I stand and whenever I walk. I'll have to visit that acupuncturist again :( exact same thing back from form2 :( i remember how i used to go on msn with my mom's bb during an acupuncture session HAHAH whyyyy like thattttt. 1:07 PM · Wednesday, February 8, 2012 Stupid unnecessary night depressions :( Finished 3/4 of my bio paper! I feel so proud of myself! The remaining questions about pods, placentas and why there's progesterone in milk is driving me crazyyyyyy. Tried googling it but failed HAHAHAHA. I am now stuck with my English essay! Rewriting it from page 3 :( Sien ahhhh.funny how I'm looking forward for hiphop! It's actually quite fun HAHAHAH. Anyway! I feel so sleep deprived :( I currently am yawning as if ive not yawned in the past 16 years of my life. My god. TEARS STREAMING DOWN MY FACE HAHAHAHAH LITERALLY. I know I should be sleeping earlier because I've been waking up at 6 almost every morning to follow momma and papa over to the running track but i've got work to doooooo. And I want to read :Y I just finished the Hunger Games! And it's amazinggggg <3 Stop hoping please. It's of no use and you'll just get butt hurt over little things.Yuckkkkk. Haheio to the max. X 2:48 PM · Part of me knows it's futile :/ There's no going back :( Choices and consequences. I respect your decision, I do, so so much but I'm DYINGGGGGGG. 11:43 AM · Tuesday, February 7, 2012 Ahh it has been the longest four days of my lifeee! Busy to the max! HAHAHA Anyway, I headed over to pavilion this morning and went shopping! Hehehe I'm so happy with my purchases (Y) Three new tops and a red skirt! The red skirt is amazingly adorable i tell you :P Plus there was this dress in toshop that caught my eye but my mom said it was a bit too flimsy with holes here and there :'( sigh. After that, I headed over to eeyong's place for a gambling session! HAHAHA My nett gain aint bad :P Quite ong la this few days yayyyy :) I followed Limin back to Canal Gardens and headed over to Alicia's house to bai nian! My parents were already there so we sat and talked for a bit. We had to leave after 20 minutes or so because we had to head over to Klang to send my granny to my aunt's! HAHAHA And now, I've finally had dinner and I'm home! Busy, huh? Other than that, SHOULD I TRY? I've been making up conversations in my head a lot recently and it's funny how I can actualllllly feel better just by doing that. x Oh by the way, I wanna know, who in the world reads my blog? 1:24 PM · Monday, February 6, 2012 No longer heading down to kl today :( dad said it would be too tiring to go down and head straight to Cheras. I don't blame him. I'm feeeeeling so lethargic today. I'm just spending my day on my bed reading the hunger games! Amazing book, by the way! When I read about Peeta, I can't help but think of him as josh hutcherson, can't wait for the movie! The thought of it just drives tears to my eyes. No joke man :( I want to talk, I really do but what's the point? It won't change anything. Man who would even want someone who depends so much on others. My confidant is long gone :( I confide to no one but myself. x 6:54 AM · Sunday, February 5, 2012 Amazing day! AHHH had an open house today and everyone just went home! OMGGG had amazing nasi lemak and rendang chicken :B gambled into the night and haaahahhaha 财源滚滚来 man HAHAHAHA amazing :))) damn ong! Anyway! Heading over to the temple first thing in the morning and imma be going for bio tuition :( after that, I might be heading down to kl to jalannnjalannn. At night, we'd be heading over to my uncle's house in Cheras for dinner. Whoa baby such an eventful day! CAN I TELL YOU SOMETHING? It'll be awkward man shit. x 3:48 PM · Kind people have a way of working their way inside me and rooting there. And damnnnnn are you roots deep or whattttt. I think you're gonna be rooted there for eternityyyyyy :( damnnn.* It's so strange. Bruhhhh. X 10:42 AM · Saturday, February 4, 2012 Ah. Another long weekend :( it's like we're having holidays 247 Wei HAHAHAHA Heheh I got my cert saying I passed ma grade 5 fundamentals today yayyyy! Celebrated and had dinner over at rakuzen! Mmmm soft shell crab :) anyway, I want to go shopping! I wanna go look for my studs :( one of my chatuchak studs broke! Omg :( I was so sad HAHHA other than that, I also wanna go hunting for those amazingly cute wrap around sandals! The ones with flowers are mad cute! 😁 Tomorrow's gonna be a longggg day! Swimming class at 10, then imma head over to one utama to get my three books :P after all that, then we're gonna head home to start getting ready for the party! All of my relatives are gonna come over :) omagahh can't wait to gamble ! Nmnmnmnm I wannnna talk! x 2:11 PM · Had the weirdest yet most amazing dream everrrrr. Why can't reality be that way?! Funny how I can just break down like that, I'm emotional and sensitive and it's just in me :/ NONG. 12:10 AM · Friday, February 3, 2012 I'm such an asshole!:( AHHHHHHH It's been 391849493938392 years since i've cried myself to sleep. So why?! I'm dead tired and I can't sleep. I'm a horrible person with no heart at all man :( stab stab stabbbbbb. I can't keep bottling everything uppp. 3:56 PM · Thursday, February 2, 2012 Eminem is my savior omg. 2:52 PM · During Chinese Classsssss! We so cutttttte omgggg. Anyway, I was blowing my hair this morning and then i started to thinkkkkk. I remembered a note that was squished through my locker about a year agooooo. I didn't remember seeing it while I cleaned my drawer of cards last December, so I sorta panicked and went into my room to look for it HAHAHA Omg mind my englishhh thankyouuu. I looked high and low for it and finally found it in the corner! Read it and felt sadddd all over again. Ahhhh I want my cookies and cream and I want more notessssssss :/ Howwwwwww. I like stripes leh. I like that dirty green colour :( AND THAT RUFFFFFFLEEEEEEEDD PICCTURRRRRE. Omg. I just had my dinner. I had 501523952359235 cookies before that and I feel as if I'm about to explode with FATS. YAYYY! x 1:05 PM · Wednesday, February 1, 2012 Ahhhhhha. It's 7.26 in the morninng and i feel so accomplished! Headed over to mpsj at 630 and did 10 rounds! MET MY GOAL ! YESSSSSSS! loveydoveydovey! x 11:27 PM ·